it's black outside

It's a well known fact that I'm a huge coward. I never really liked the darkness and the only horror movie I ever watched made me have nightmares for 3 whole weeks. That's why it totally sucks that its completely dark outside now, when it's only 4:38 pm.

I made crepe for breakfastwith chocolate sauce and sugar. It was delicious! I ate three in one go. I also had some frappucino. You know, I used despise coffee, because it always tasted so bitter. But a few weeks ago when I put, like, two whole spoonfulls of sugar into it, it tasted mountains better!

I started writing a new story. The last story I wrote was already about 5400 words long but since my laptop memory was erased, none of it got saved. I still grieve for it today :(

It was about a girl working at a hotel during the summer. Her uncle is the manager of the hotel and it's what she does nearly every summer since she's 13. Then one day, this family checks in and they have a daughter -- and a son. The son is called Blake and average looking. He isn't a playboy and isn't cocky. He and the girl, who's called Belinda, get to know each other through room service. I want to rewrite it, but it just seems weird. I hate my laptop for doing that to me!!

My new story is more serious, non of the soppy love stuff, but still with a pinch of romance. It's from different points of views and is kind of rated. But who cares, thats love for you.

Which reminds me...the guy I "love" probably thinks I hate him. Seriously! When I want to say something kind, it always sounds as if I'm trying to bad mouth him or called him an idiot. It's really frustrating.

I need to get ready for tomorrow now. It's the performance and I won't have time to do any homework, which sucks. I need to figure out my costume and get my accessories ready. I hope I won't do anything idiotic, as I always do :S

A photo of me and my friends: