First Day Back

This is yet another post written in the school library while I'm waiting for my Chinese lesson to start. These new Mac computers are seriously the bomb! They look awesome, feel awesome and ARE awesome. I'm really considering getting one of them.
Anyway, today was way depressing. I hated all my classes. Come on: double math, german, physics, and chemistry?
The only lessons I should have enjoyed were art and drama. I say should have because both teachers of the subject didn't let us do a lot as individuals. We basically talked a lot and discussed maybe random issues and problems and things. All that drilled a hole through my brain. More lessons like that and I'll have a brain like a cheese.
My school day ended with 45 minutes of chemistry (dreadful) and listening to everyone discuss JJ's hickey and how he puked into some girl's mouth or whatever. Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually an alien. Well, recently anyway.

I mean, when some people say a joke and everyone laughs I think to myself "What was so funny?" But of course I don't say that out loud because that'd be really bad pupil behavior. Plus, I also sometimes feel really tired, and only can I revive when I'm alone, with no one to talk to and only myself to listen to. It's hard. And I don't understand it. I wish someone could help me with that. It'd be so much easier if someone could understand and guide me (like Dumbledore with Harry :P) But, alas, that is not to be. Maybe I'm just weird this way. So depressing.